Tuesday, December 15, 2009

A brother's love.

"Sometimes we allow our emotions to get the best of us and cloud our judgement. But nobody is perfect right? All I can do when I stumble is get up and keep moving forward. For there is a bigger picture out there that needs me to fill.
You can say my ways has been repent.
I have been doing a lot of soul searching and reflecting on my life -- putting things in perspective.
As I go through this transition all over again, which this time has really impacted me to the core,
I realize it's time to take life seriously and stop playing with life and play my position as I can hear God calling me.
Signifying this as my last chance. . . I believe this is God's doing of making me come to realization of seeing life's significance.

They say there comes a time in every individual where he/she will have to face some bad before he/she can see the goodness.
I know what I have to do.
Now, it's just getting out to the world and apply it.
For life is short and it's hard. So, we have to live to our full capacity and do the best we can in prospering.

As I emphasize on my life, i have formulated and established a plan of stability and reassurance,
So, that i may not return to this place.
They consist of a chain of thoughts to good deeds...
Preparation is everything; you take three steps forward and two steps back,
that way you stay one step ahead of yourself at all times.
Know this -- no matter where we are in life, we're always on stage performing, and there's a ladder that we have to keep on climbing."


"Knowledge is like an addiction; It has greatly enhanced my desire to keep learning.
And to know that -- it's a GREAT feelings. These are standards I have to uphold."


"We will run into problems in life, but that's God's way of helping us take responsibility and to build good character. We all have to live right, but we need to live smart then we will face less problems.
So make sure your choices and decisions are well deliberated."


"It's so easy to lost everything in a blink of an eye, and I took life for granted. "Everything in general."
But I learned that no matter how far you go down the wrong path. . . you can always turn back around."


"There's always a time to give and a time to take.
You just got to know when.
But as we live, we learn. Especially towards the one we you love." - Action Speaks louder than words.


"Money ain't easy to come around.
Only we can make it better for ourselves.
We have to keep searching and reaching for what we want. To never give up, and appreciate
what we already have and eventually, the puzzle will connect itself."


Don't ever sacrifice your morales and sell yourself short.
The reason for failure is people quit before they time.
Always be patient, stay hungry and stay humble.
Life is no game. Live every minute like its the last.
Live for the purpose of it; for what it is.

Yup, all of those were from my older brother. He's my motivator and the one continues to inspire. haven't seen that nigga in almost 5 years :/ A wise man, he really is. <3

Friday, December 11, 2009

Don't Let Me Fall.









Meet my lover boy ♥ =)


Routine cycles in life are difficult to change. The familiar doesn’t escape with ease, it takes time; it takes effort. However, it is possible.

Change has always been a keystone in my life. Whenever there was a situation, changing was the easiest way to ‘fix’ things… but now when the situation seriously calls for change, I found it difficult to commit.

In times of need, people usually rise to the occasion, I seem to second guess it. It’s time to stand for what I want; for what I need and that starts today.
Sometimes, we just have to let things go and that’s what I’m doing. I’m letting go of the past for hopes of a better future.

Mary Vang

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Oh my beautiful, lost, shawl.

I was looking through my old photos and i came across these old photos of myself. I remember this shawl scarf. It was beautiful, and god did it kept me warm! I miss it now. It was like my blanket and i was able to pull it off in multiple ways. I don't know where it is now, which is total bummer! ) : Well, where it maybe....may you rest in peace. or if someone found you, i hope that you are happy, my beautiful, lost, shawl <3


One day it will be here.

The future is unknown to the mortals, but not totally unreachable - one day, it will be here.


I haven't listend to "The Moldy Peaches" in soooo long. I remember back in the 8th grade, i was super obsessed with them. I don't know why. I guess i was just huge indie-rock lover. Music to me was all about indie, rock and alternative music back in the days. One of my favorite songs by "The Moldy Peaches" is called 'Nothing Came Out'. It soothes me. And right now, i'm listening to it. Makes me think a lot.
Here's a youtube clip of the musica. I hope you enjoy it.

Just because I don't say anything,
Doesn't mean I don't like you.
I open my mouth and I try and i try
But no words came out.

Without 40 oz. of social skills
I'm just an ass in the crack of humanity.
I'm just a huge manitee.
A huge manitee.

And besides you're probably holding hands
With some skinny, pretty girl that likes to
Talk about bands and
All I wana do is ride bikes with you
And stay up late and watch cartoons.

Duck Tales, shirt tails, Talespin, Sailor Moon, GI Joe, Robotech, Ron Jeremy, Schmoo.

I wanna watch cartons with you.
Josie and the Pussycats and Scooby Do,
I want you to watch cartoons with me.
He-man, Voltron and Hong-Kong-Fui

I tried to ask you to your face
But no words came out.
I put on my hood and walked away,
That doosn't mean I don't like you.

And besides your probably holding hands
With some skinny, pretty girl that likes to
Talk about bands and
All I wanna do is ride bikes with you,
And stay up late and maybe spoon.

Just becase I dont say anything
Doesn't mean I dont like you.
I opened my mouth and i tried and i tried.

And besides you're probably holding hands
With some skiny, pretty girl that likes to
Talk about bands and
All I wanna do is ride bikes with you.
And stay up late and watch cartoons.

I'm just your average Thundercats ho.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Eddie's 22nd Bday Celebration

Everything was completely last minute, but in the end, it turned out to be a great success! Just wanna give a big THANK YOU to everyone who came out and supported! It was crazyyyy and hopefully everyone had a lot of fun!


Monday, December 7, 2009


sorry i've been MIA. i'm busy, busy, busyyyyyyy !! will update new posts SOON! =]